So I decided to weigh myself again to see if that 2.9 pounds dropped off at all, just to find out I was up .2 more pounds!
I am totally confused on why I keep going up! I am up 3.1 pounds from last Friday. I am just so so utterly confused to why. I've already had a deficit for the week of 6800 calories. I am hopeful to have at least a 2000 calorie deficit today which will bring me right under my goal of 9000 calories a week!
So what's up? Why is my body being such a pain in the butt? How do I get through this? With will power and determination! That is how! I can't let this set me back. I thought about going out to breakfast with my son this morning and just saying "Screw It! I've had a bad week with this gain, I might as well just let my self have a break!" But that kind of thinking is what got me to 290 pounds in the first place. Giving up and giving in. I can't do that anymore. I need to stay focused and the weight WILL follow. When I've stuck to my guns, it always worked out in the end!
I am still hopeful that my weight will drop tomorrow morning! Fingers very crossed and praying to the weight loss gods!
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